Got a call

Heard from someone I haven't seen or talked to in awhile.
I didn't want to talk to him.
I really don't like talking on the phone with people I don't feel comfortable with.
Because it is hard to be real, not seem standoffish.
I don't like to be fake, but I try to think of others.
So, I found out he was in the Stanford Hospital with a brain tumor.
I can't tell you how much lately all I hear is news like this.
The dreamworld of dying in one's sleep is a disappointment really.
I talked to him, but was speechless.
It was hard to hear him talk about how he went up to Oregon to stay with his mom while she was dying of cancer.
It just makes me think of my sister and her husband.
I know I need to grow up one day.
Face this thing called life with some balls.
Pardon me.
It must have been something I ate.
Digesting life's disappointments.
Life's heartaches, stop me , oh oh oh, stop me. Stop me if you think you have heard this one before.
Smile, it is just a passing of gas.
No, that smile was not from gas.
Sorry, rambling again.
And grinning from my own silliness.
Comedy in the face of the other part.
Thank God!! For the Office:)